If you are disappointed in how your life seems to be going you need to remember that you are in control of your destiny. Every thing that happens may not be under your control, but some things are. You have choices. You are not a slave or an indentured servant. Some choices may not be the best of choices, but you get to choose.
Try to remember that every step of this journey is a learning experience. Don't try to be more than you are. Don't play the victim card. BE who you are deep inside. I know you can feel who you are suppose to be. Some of us are and some of us are still trying to figure it out. But we will. Especially when we learn to Enjoy the Ride!
Sometimes you look at your life and where you are and say to yourself ... WHAT am I doing? Sometimes I say this more times than I want to admit. You know, like weekly.
But I know there is a plan. I know that this plan is what is best for me. Even if I don't know what the plan is. Some will say that the "plan" is based on Fate. Some say that it is based on just your soul. I believe that God has a plan that He has placed in my soul for me to listen to. I have the choice to accept it and go with the plan or set my own road. Have you felt this way? How do you deal with this feeling?
I know I have been away for far too long, but with the Wedding and all the things that go with that (including a really nice bridal shower) and rehearsal and well just being 7+ hours away from them, I just feel like I failed. Failed them, Failed you, Failed me ... BUT I am back with what I hope is a very very poignant post for my return.
I have to thank Jon Gordon for his post that really spoke volumes to me. Hopefully this speaks to you too. Let's try to work on this in our own lives. I know there are some that I do say regularly, but not all. So I will be trying to keep these in mind every day ... maybe even print them out and put it in a prominent place so that I will see it often.